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@ogfromthepa

people i used to be friends with and when i was making a attempt to be in the punk scene

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i wanna feel comfortable enough with my body to be able to take pics of myself and not hate them

intothemesswerun:

I want a relationship but i also just want uncomplicated sex

amen lily amen i have been so sexual frustrated lately its ridiculous

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very personal post

I’ve burned so many bridges this year its not even funny.

I don’t know if I’ve ever been lonelier or happier in my life.

im not sure if i have changed or they have possibly both.

I’m not wasting my time on people who never really cared about me and use me and make me feel like shit and lie to me.

some people i do miss though that got caught in the cross fire of things but if you can’t get over petty things like me not liking your friend or not being friends anymore with someone you like or not looking punk anymore or whatever or whatever your stupid reasons are. you need to get over yourself. That’s fucking highschool shit. unfortunatly a lot of people never leave that mentality.

But im very happy for the friends i do still have people who really truely care about me and want me around. these people are hard to find.

so go have fun listening to shitty music getting drunk and being “punk” i really dont care. mabye you will come around and see that basing your personality on your style is stupid as fuck. conforming to a label is not “punk”. i hate this shitty scene and i hate its shitty people.

“The past is an illusion. You must learn to live in the present and accept yourself for what you are now.”

Bruce Lee (via bruce-lee-says)

(via ogfromthepa)

im so tired of being people im not to people i dont even like

cutiepiejessica:

wig got itchy so i ripped it off~

i want your hair ^^

“You don’t need my help any more. It’s all now to you, there ain’t no before. Now that you’re big enough to run your own show, now your just somebody that I used to know”

elliott smith somebody that i used to know

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so im starting a diet

so im starting a new diet today i call it the tranny diet XD its actually just foods that increase estrogen levels and lower testosterone levels

• lots of soy products
• lots of dairy
• little red meat
• simple sugars
• few carbs
• few fats
• few proteins(actually the amount is .5g for every kg) my mass is roughly 60kg so im gonna be consuming 30g of protein roughly
• lots of water at least 3 litres a day
• aerobic excresize
• and multi vitamins and minerals and omega supplements to make up for any lost nutriets

so my life recently

I’ve been going through a process of self revaluation to figure out who i am and who i want to be i’ve come up with some things recently

1. i dont wanna confine myself to stereotypes such as goth punk etc.
2. i wish to transcend the labels that others may give me or the ones i give myself for what ever reason
3. i can be who ever i want whenever i choose to be it
4. i dont need others approval to be happy with myself
5. i only need my approval to be happy with myself

These are the things ive thought of so far not really self evaluation but guidlines i think for how i want to live